Just keep breathing, the worst is yet to come.

"Dear future child
If it’s 3am and you find yourself in a world of complete despair
Please do not turn to strangers on the internet for solace as I did
Please climb onto my bed
And I will hold you until the demons sleep
If it is Thursday morning and you are too sad to move
I won’t force you
I will buy ice cream and we will watch your favourite tv show and I will remind you of your importance
If you feel as if you have no purpose
I will remind you that you were created entirely with love and every pain you feel, I feel too
When you’re sure you can’t go on anymore
I will tell you that when I was 21 I searched for peace at the bottom of a vodka bottle chased by a bottle of pain killers
But that five years later
When you were placed in my arms in the delivery room
I realised that you were why I had been holding on
Without realising it, you saved me, do you know how amazing that is?
So if you ever feel like grabbing that vodka bottle, put it down, we will get in the car and I will drive until the sky turns magenta
I will show you how the sun rises every morning to encourage you to rise too
Sweetheart I refuse to be unaware of your sufferings
As my mother was to mine."

Your mental health is my priority. (via be-fearless-brave-and-kind)

This is so fucking beautiful. I’m crying. Gawh

(via lojo1815)

(via livinthelesbianlife)

This isn’t a cry for attention to anyone who sees it.

My highschool sweetheart, even writing that I smile. It may not be today or tomorrow but these bad thoughts are in my head and I can’t control them. Despite what you think, you’ve always been the apple of my eye. You always have been, and always will. My love for you I would have done anything or been anyone. It’s clear it’s over between us, and as my heart breaks in two and my tears spill over onto my screen I know that you’ll never be mine again. I loved everything about you, even you’re annoying smack while eating food. Our sex was one of a kind, I could look at you and see the love in your eyes. My hearts broken and I know you’ll move on soon and I can only hope that I’ll be gone before then. You’ll always be my forever and I’ll always watch over you. You were the best thing to happen to me and I’m glad you’ll be my first and only love.

Today’s the last day, I can’t do life anymore.

"You wrecked me and
I apologized."

(via disimba)

(Source: bridgetoteranarnia, via ddecatur)

"I’m always soft for you, that’s the problem. You could come knocking on my door five years from now and I would open my arms wider and say ‘come here, it’s been too long, it felt like home with you.’"

Azra.T “My Heart is Full of Open Windows.” (via bl-ossomed)

(Source: 5000letters, via recklessinluv)

"I want, I want, I want
god I can be so selfish
but all I want is your face
nestled up against my neck
until the sun rises
and your hand in mine
so we never spend
a second apart.
I’m selfish for your love
and I will be
until the day I die
because I want your kisses
to be mine
and no one else’s.
I want your sleepy yawns
and even your shaky
3 am nightmares
because I want to be the one
to make you feel better.
I’m human and I’m selfish
and I’m selfish for you."

I want you (via lesbian-a-la-mode)

(Source: vaind, via recklessinluv)